Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Overseas?

Should i stay or should i go....



I got a chance to finish my last semester in Melbourne, now im contemplating if i should really go. Dad told me this morning that he is able to let me finish my last sem in Aussie. I wish it was One Year actuali, 1 semester seems neither here nor there. But i understand that my dad gave in his all to fulfill my wish to go overseas, even though it's onli for 1 semester. I deeply appreciate for all he has done for me. He provided me with everything a child could asked for and gave me more than i deserve. He struggle hard to provide a shelter for me, for my education, for my neccessities and a lot more luxury items that i'm lucky to possess.

I'm fortunate, very very fortunate to be born in this family, with the LOVE from both my parents. Unconditional love from them that everyone around me could sense it. Even colleagues at Safari are surprise how close me and my dad could be, just like friends joking and chatting. (A lot still doesn't know we are father and daughter!) Mum will share my deepest and darkest secret that no one will know, only her. Im only comfortable when shopping with her, giggling and talking about my new beau, if any... =P

So... should i go? 2 MAIN reasons for keeping me back....




1) I'll be there to finish my last semester only, what if i can't find good project mates? Everyone will have their own group and maybe not willing to accept me??!! *worried*

2) It's gona be less than half a year.... TOO SHORT!!!! =(

I've heard so much about melbourne! All positive feedback!! Goshh... i realli realli wana go... To experience, to learn and to see it for myself.

Gime some feedback peeps!

At the mean time, i will pray for His directions too. =)

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